Miscarriage number 2 :(
Well girls...I did not want to post this in my mommy journal for Ava, because that is all happy and I don't want to change that. I got a BFP last week, totally unexpected...as we were not trying at all but had a whoops. Something about the pregnancy felt really off from the beginning, not like my other two, plus I had a really really faint line and upon further testing it was not getting darker. So I went to the Dr. and we drew blood over several days, my progesterone was fine but HCG was really really low. The day I went in I started bleeding and today I had an ultrasound which confirmed that I lost the baby. I am sad, but am so glad that I have my sweet girl to come home to and love on during this time. It is even harder because my best friend got a BFP 2 days before I did and we were happy to be pregnant together. I am really happy for her though. We honestly were not ready for another baby, that does not mean we would not have welcomed the baby with open arms, but it was a total shock. Now we are just waiting for my HCG levels to go back to normal. My RE is going to bloodwork just to rule out anything that could be causing recurrent losses. My instinct tells me this was different from my first MC though, and unrelated. I hope when we decide to try for number two (possibly in the fall) that things will go well again and we will be blessed with another healthy baby.
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